Friday, January 29, 2010

ogglewah

I have 3 treatments in the morning and then its off to Sunrise to skiing with my husband. Nervous as always to defy my fear of cold, heights and losing control and breaking my neck haha ha but it should be fun.

My boss comes back this weekend, .. ..... I hope my work was adequate. A few major things came up so *criss cross applesauce*

I received a massage today from a student at my old massage school. Terrible, but encouraging at the same time. I hope to see more orthopedic minded MT's like him in the future.

hmmm not much else to report. I am currently watching the OC, though i really should be doing some laundry and some packing.... blech

Thursday, January 28, 2010

blog-gerr-ing

My goals for 2010 have slowly begun to establish themselves. Time to think BIGGER. Sub-contractor/ Independent contractor... I am carefully weighing the pros and cons with Joseph and am preparing to have a talk with my boss soon too. I thought i would be perfectly content as an employee, and for the most party I am; however the freedom J and I would like in our lifestyle and relationship is a bit on the stiff side. Blessed as I am that my financial obligation to our little family is purely supplemental, I would even take a bit of a pay cut in order to have a bit more flexibility. So, i am working on building clientele.....good luck with that self. But it will all be ok... I have a wicked elevator speech


Joseph has surpassed every expectation I may have had about that boy I married. Supportive, patient, and oh so very thoughtful.. most days I count my blessings with such a calm certainty.

My biggetst "New Year's resolution" was to begin freeing myself from the bondage of fear and anxiety. The pathetic worrier that I am has had me quite exasperated! How I can frustrate myself for so long and not take the hint that God was calling me to trust Him more... hint much? Slowly but surely, my days and thoughts are calmer, my b12 is regulated, and His grace is sufficient.

J and I are going skiing this weekend! A nice outing that will most likely kick my butt! However, there is something so thrilling still about our little adventures, staying in hotels, doing dangerous deeds (skiing hullo) and in the white mountains most likely enjoying staying warm and cozy, with joseph sitting on my feet!

I highly recommend marriage! We are going on 6 months of wedded bliss, and since month 3 ended I feel things are getting simplier as we are finding our stride. Well, perhaps it was just K8 who need her stride to be found; but I am getting there, a lot of adjustments in such a short time, but God is working and moving in my life inexplicably. Maybe one of these days I will actually wake up feeling like an adult instead of feeling like a child with way too much responsibility! ha ha... When did I grow up? not sure; but it must have happened.

Random as this was I am not going to take the time to organize it, I have laundry to fold.